Ballad of Big Nothing

heater @ 2006-01-03T15:06:00

2006-01-03T21:08:14Z

i just had to post this because this summed up new years. and it makes me laugh.

we did it up right.

help me out

2005-12-27T06:05:59Z

I need some new music.

Suggestions?

why not

2005-09-27T19:04:01Z

What would you do if you had me alone... locked up in your room for twenty-four hours and I had to do anything u wanted me to, what would you do with me? post anonymously...cuz it's a secret...then repost this in your LJ..you might be surprised by the replies you get...they could make you laugh or even smile : )

heater @ 2005-09-26T13:22:00

2005-09-26T18:27:05Z

I listened to alot of old music last night. I pulled out Damien Rice, Elliott Smith, and Dave...

and i remembered just why I fucking love Dave Matthews

From the start
She knew she had it made
Easy up 'til then
For sure she'd make the grade
Adorers came in hordes
To lay down in her wake
She gave it all she had
But treasures slowly fade
Now she's falling hard
She feels the fall of dark
How did this fall apart
She drinks to fill it up
A smile of sweetest flowers
Wilted so and soured
Black tears stain the cheeks
That once were so admired
She thinks when she was small
There on her father's knee
How he had promised her
You'll always be my baby

Daddy come quick
The dreaming tree has died
I can't find my way home
There is no place to hide
The dreaming tree has died

Oh if I had the strength...
Take me back
Save me please

"If you can't find yourself, then how can I expect to find you?"

2005-09-22T18:32:25Z

Missed class today. woo, slacker.

I have to make a personal icon tonight representing how I see myself for my communication class. that should be fun. blah.

how do i see myself?

hahaha, sorry but that reminds me of "how am i not myself?"

funny.

Give me your name and I'll do this:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal... (or whatever)

PICTURES

2005-09-22T03:13:01Z

So I realize De posted these but I'm re-posting my favs for my own record purposes, so go with it. k? thx.

midnight at northgate, look at my braclet!

me and that guy, hehe, adorable!

hey, we're awesome, just sayin

watch it now! just too fucking funny.

at my actual paaaarty. is anyone sober in this picture? lol, didn't think so

"and I was sure you'd follow through..."

2005-08-24T03:25:26Z

http://www.livejournal.com/users/valleygurl/512141.html#cutid1

De's entry pretty muched summed up summer minus a few things. and I wanted to put this on my journal to, because well....I steal.

"Would you die for me? Don't you fuckin' lie"

2005-08-18T18:50:51Z

This entry goes back to over a year ago. I'll start from the oldest and go from there. Alot of these pictures were stolen from places and some might have been posted already. who knows? They capture a large range of things from the past year or so. So here it goes

(Stolen from De's journal. This was at Phillip and Michael's apt after a Stanley's Car show last summer. It was David M's 21st birthday. This was right at the beginning of my self re-construction after the Whitney, Molly, Andrea phase, my internal phase of crap, and right when I started hanging out with badass people. Oh yes, another bit of info, both those boys were after me that night. heh. interesting/funny night, hence the look on my face)

Also from last summer. Family trip to Florida that Christine came with me on. Whoever took the picture cut Drew's face in half. most likely my dad. heh (I look horrible, pretend you can't see me)

From the trip also. that's my main man, my nephew Drew. He's pretty much the cutest badass boy ever. watch out ladies.

my neice Lauren. She's the most in your face talkative child on the planet. Quite a handful and I love her for it. She wouldn't leave Christine alone for most of the trip. lol.

Shitty picture, but look, we are both wearing LSU shirts. School spirit!...or something...haha, I fucking hate lsu.

Stolen from phillip's journal I think. David M's formal going away party at the end of last summer. This was an awesome party, an awesome night, and the only formal party I've ever been too. (someone should have another) I love this picture. I'm pretty sure he's serenading david with some Boys2Men.

Translation show at Northgate sometime last winter.

Christmas!! At the apt! Don't ask what's going on here, cuase I dont know. But it was funny as hell. I can definately say that much.

Random Outline practice. Dont know when this was, Lindsay and I went pretty often back in the day.

Hahaha, De and I dying Phillip's hair. fun times. and fucking money.

Stole this from Matthew's myspace. Metallica tribute night at northgate. This was a really bad day/night for me due to my family issues, and I was upset throughout most of the show. But it was a badass show and this picture is absolutely classic.

Austin's last Outline show at the Darkroom.

Silly kids, they got lower than that actually. It was ridiculous.

Random picutre of Matthew. He's hiding from me. Go figure.

Jam session at the apt. David, Phillip, and David M (who is on the other side of the room on the keys). Oh and Viggo of course.

Viggo is so money.

And saving the best for last. I stole these from Kyle's journal. Shelby fucking Rushing's party.

Jesus, I will never forget this party. I thought Lindsay S. was going to kill somone. Seriously the most metal night ever.

Kyle fucking Bailey. I love you. (backround information: picture this going on with Slayer or Metallica blaring mixed with yelling and chanting by alot of fucking awesome people)

Hah, I just posted this one cause it's the only one I'm in. Do observe the look of awe and "holy fuck" on my face as I watch the destruction occur in front of me. (more backround information: the picture looks like this because the air was literally a cloud of dust and sheet rock due to everyone beating the shit out walls)

what was left of shelby's wall

Haha, Lindsay Spurlock and Amanda dancing in the street. I love those chicks. They are my heros.

Mother fucking HIT THE LIGHTS!!!

...and that's all there is to say

hahahahaha

2005-08-02T03:17:52Z

this made me laugh alot:

valleygurl003: I like mine plump and loveable
heater1323: i like mine skinny and evil
valleygurl003: LOL
valleygurl003: we are awesome
heater1323: lol
heater1323: we practically rule

heater @ 2005-07-11T13:58:00

2005-07-11T18:58:55Z

I got soul, but I'm not a solider!

we're going public!

2005-05-16T14:22:17Z

so im pretty sure i can officially call him my bofriend now

what up now?

::insert girly dance::

Im going crazy, and its all cause of you, it's all cuase of you. I'm going under over you, over you

2005-05-07T22:15:39Z

Dont rob yourself of what you're feeling
Don't rob yourself of all that you could be

"I wish I could"

2005-05-03T21:36:15Z

I'm making second post of pictures cause...well, Phillip told me too.

See, they're excited

Aw, look at that face

that's the hottness right there

super hottness. like woah

"fast as you can baby"

2005-05-03T02:08:16Z

hey check out phillip, like woah! emo!

is terry a pimp or what?

jq, my little cutie!

one word, hot!

hi, my name is matthew and i am just so freaking amazing, i amaze myself

I have more, but i don't feel like posting them all. deal with it.

the darkroom

2005-02-28T22:12:07Z

tom just sent me this:

http://www.2theadvocate.com/stories/022705/peo_peo001.shtml

id really like to know who wrote that. cuase its dumb. really.

"songs just come out of poems, and sometimes poems come out of dreams" - jb

2005-02-25T03:54:25Z

jeff buckley is love

if you're bored

2005-02-14T15:19:39Z

Leave an anonymous comment with:
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note. (Not necessarily to me!)
5. Lyrics to a song.

"i sit alone in the darkness, as the world makes love all around me"

2005-02-14T03:06:19Z

So i'll wait for you... and i'll burn
Will I ever see your sweet return
Oh will I ever learn

do it

2005-01-24T22:07:43Z

Post a memory of me in the comments. It doesn't have to be the first memory of our meeting, just the first event that comes to mind when you think of me. It can be anything you want.

Post more than once if you want.

Then copy this in your journal, and see what other people remember about you...

new friends banner alert!!! (and i so made it myself)

2005-01-13T21:52:03Z

If there's anything that you want,
If there's anything I can do,
Just call on me and I'll send it along
With love from me to you.
From me to you.

needle in the hay

2004-08-19T20:08:41Z

here you go tom. this is for you.

heater @ 2004-05-02T14:54:00

2004-05-02T20:02:35Z

i wish i could share all the love that's in my heart
remove all the fights that keep us apart
i wish i could say all the things that i should say
say them loud say them clear
for the whole wide world to hear
i wish i could give, all im longing to give
i wish i could live, like im longing to live
i wish i could i do, all the things that i can do
and though im way over-due, ill be starting with you

heater @ 2004-02-05T08:57:00

2004-02-05T14:59:19Z

just another reminder
i deleted everyone off my list

so comment to be added back, and i will be your friend forever...i guess or somethin like that

"fuck you, i dont want you back"

2004-02-03T20:05:58Z

alright people, i've started to lock all my journals to friends only, as everyone already knows
But its time for some cleaning, i know for sure, that not everyone i have on my list reads my journal, and i dont read everyone's journal who i have on my list, i dont even know who some of them are....sooooo

basically im deleting everyone, so if you read my journal comment to be added.

anyway farwell, for my journal is now becoming

...forever

"Our love is so right"

2003-08-01T15:18:38Z

so after two long years of drama, and beating around the bush - we are finally together
imagine that.